High position , horrible super ego

 We can ofcourse have all kinds of evil and judgements inside. Our self might be complicated. We are real and unreal , serious and happy , expensive and cheap, kind and terrible. It’s ok to be our selfs. We just have to line our selfs and have some type of self heroism in ego level to survive without abuse. We might need some work. Some have to be something in eyes of others to survive. It can be some coulisse through what we survive if others remember our selfs. We don’t have to change the world into allowing people by allowing our selfs people . We just in life don’t do to them wrong. Anybody knows what’s right to do. To care of somebody might need anger higher position of self and to go high might take some inner work from where to handle others. We can allow all kinds of things for our selfs in our selfs but we must know the difference in the out side we have even a chance to treat good people we don’t allow as our selfs. To go high might how ever need to reject low to our selfs and respect high to our selfs. But that’s not reality of people we often get . But fragments of what ever selfs. We need a horrible superego to go high.