By will to grow more to know more

 Growing up can happen by social lufe from will to grow more and know more and to tolerate some people and communicate about it what we tolerate and what not and whats cool and whats not. Getting friends or friend who like saving them selfs from shit to them selfs to their own life and freedom by communicating about things to tolerate and to get into interesring sexually to our selfs. Its not often a ready table sexually interesring to our selfs. These tables brake to ordinary and ordinary kills our spirit.