Omg should i do a suicide !

 Omg should i do a suicide i feel i am on papers i am the one write papers it cant be real omg ! I must be gone insane ! This must be to lose reality. But my inner Sense of real or self is connected to out side fraqments like things on papers. Papers must be what is to me reality. Reality must be mixed up in myself! I am on mtv ! Its myself ! I am in a song ! Its myself ! Luckyly to Be apart is co temporary experience and others are writers too! Sense of self snd reality might recover and the insane experience might go away! You need to sleep eat wash and talk if anybody would normally TaKe  your self! If anybody a little care about  you your inner safety might recover. You might lose something inside if the experience dont go away. You might not benefit from antipsychotics such destroy your brains and powers and Health to mentally retarded who dont even remember the experience. Its just to do a little tripping in life to Mess with reality. Reality of some safety might disappear in life and we have no more safety reality. Many dont like no inner safety reality from our selfs. To lose real in life need somebody to bring something real to our selfs!