Psychologically ugly or beautyful ?

 Psychologically a child is quite beautyful. Young start to develop adult which is not anymore So beautyful. Its because of jydgements disparage hates enemies conflicts own interests bad nature from not getting along using others unconsciousnes abuse and unperfect unclear self isnt from everything in adults unperfect evil society and politics any beautyful psychology anymore. Some stay quite child psychology use the heart and a good Person and have some beauty in psychology. Also adults find some beauty and a good Person and a heart. Immatured must be very ugly and evil to others and escape to outer beauty them selfs snd become chauvinism. An adult can look for inner beauty and find also spiritually beautyful psychology like a poet with their own philosophy and isolate from evil conflict by focusing on them selfs. Adults escape ugly psychology to outer beauty and go to illusion to escape  reality. Reality might not be to them beautyful. We all are materialists and eat and wear clothes etc and spirual have some self egotism heart soul etc . Some just find spiritual work and some find to work for materialism . We are not some free from materialism if we get spirual work and slaved if we are materialism . We just can be manipulated to consume too  much trash to our selfs. Anybody materialist can choose what they need and spiritual might choose to need a lot or not to need so much to be in a way free from materialism . We cant totally be free from materialism and eat some light or something as s goal. But we can have in our selfs as materialist or spiritual self strong enough to be as our self free from earthy things more if we choose to be just free spirited with our souls often not to psychologically TaKe ego journey to wash loundry or clean but just wash and clean as our selfs different way as our identity from our selfs journey and ego attachments  differently.