Amazing things from somebody ?

Who i am if my friend also work in history store and has ethical consuming egotism , i am nothing ! I must stop his success ! Then i am still something as i am … contemplated young man. Others going high and others staying somewhere … some musicians might be somebodies and get gigs divinely because somebody isnt anything … Many have  victims who are not anything. Then they are something. Some parents also might not like it their sons or daughters are some better than them self. Some are the opposite ; they are crazy about it all are better so they dont have to anything ! They like higher powers. Then they let these powers affect them and serve them to heaven and hell. Such should be part of our selfs to be able to look up people and just have friends for it we are some particular persons and levels that suites our selfs.  People Many success better than our selfs and it should not be so terrible to our selfs. But yes sometimes our egos are sure some are worse than our selfs in inner selfs … so those higher in outer success should not destroy inner self our self. Outer succes and identity is also our self. So things in success affect our identity and self. We must just TaKe responsibility of our self right and try something , do things and so on. We cant control other people. If totally shallow succes highly more dark must just be known by some people who from them selfs also think highly the more dark Person. Some highly considered people didnt play so fair games so people cant so much worship high people without disturbia how amazing they are in correct order perspective what comes to high and low in the society or Nation. Doing as we are high things because we belong to some high powers services might be also anybodys experience in belonging. Its called sometimes gods glory. Self really is compared to gods glory just that Person. Influential Person as they are as from TV or from belonging with some others to experience existentiality from lifes and loves and such reality we exist with others who then gets affected somewhere from our selfs is also to be affected by powers that rule our souls and make us serve something from our selfs. Higher powers exist than our personality self to homes and even personalities exist as higher powers in existance . To serve people some self from some peoples selfs also exist through media and things on the outer world and from existance it self .  People must take the war of who we are  and allow some disorders brake our selfs and TaKe our selfs and Healthy narcissism serve then the opposite as they are to people. Child anyway grow from parents so there might be such later in life. In modern culture selfs are kind if for sale also and we can change from people and be affected by others. We are not in villages with parents doing shoes all life in privacy we go to things that might make and change our selfs. If some  child young or adult is used to others selfs from them selfs it should be done so that it suites the Person by communication.