Running into 25 years

Blessed safe childhood , sexy free angry youth and then for a while young well adults world but then it hits anybody ; adults world is spiritually ill filled with crime to other being and abuse of others . There is not even one who can resist sexually your abuse if you somehow have something real after 25 years. It’s not posible to grow into maturity world to make cash and run own life just because there is always at least one who is  spiritually ill who think you are confused with your family etc as 25 years. There is actually 2000 who think this and that. Some that you are not salvated . Some that you are a political Joke. Some that you are not coherance mentality etc some that you think you are free . Some that you dont have any aesthetic taste at all and must stay home praying god kill you away from this world . Some that you are seriousöy salvated like we all . Some of these others who exist as spiritually ill in environment distantly actually nothing real are abusers some are actually their real selfs to others . They are in insane adults workd where you better find a spot also. Illusion of freedom is just nothing but seriousöy powrrful Person , even that is seriously chained to Many things. But Many want all the time free from some others cause some others did not come with respect ns good heart to others lifes. Thats sometimes serious if there is abuser that he or she is true love that love is hate etc . Its ofcourse true a Person can have illusions and sexual fantacies after 18 years and such cant yet run their lifes but must stay home not to bother others lifes! People never understand Its private who has Sex fantacies who dont ! If you kill them you are  also a problem ! Of not a sexual Person . Sexusl Person has real fantacies of real friends and they are not immaturity or the looks . Adults workd is created 100  procent by sexual fantacy people who has illusions to go after And serial killers of sexual reality to them selfs to mental hospital injected to unsexual  not to have any interest sexually to something unexplainable to them selfs interesting . The insane uncabable untalented mentally can Mess with our selfs in life  even only from insanity not only from self crimes or money or life crimes or even envy. The psychistric psychosis care are the insane that  Mess from their conservative insanity with our lifes sometimes because psychiatry battle occultism and Its hard. After 25 if any welfare you might not belong anymore to have youth political self clear allies to welfare .