Self respect living from self respect

 Are we cabable to know our selfs enough to live from self respect ? To go to things that we think are pier and worth respect are not totally our self respected paths always. We don’t of such care. We can’t even know that much our selfs. We don’t care of self respect. What we are is just fine. Being idiot to our selfs and think it’s just fine cause we have ofcourse othe way that others don’t allow our self respect paths where we know our selfs. Being the happy our personality self is sometimes just ok self. Tough person not naive has some ability to understand and take hard reality. Others who know us keep us well. We don’t wanna be free if they treat us good. Trying to judge low behaviour and growing higher self than allowing low things needs often regognized by it self in others. Experiencing caring heart and soul and powers and getting some caring from others is.normal  salvated lifes. Issue with living from self respect is sometimes too hard reality to handle and inner demands to obay. The abuse of who we are as defined from others bother living from self respect . First our self then who others think we are! Some just think they are somebody , they are not actually real. To actually be the somebody we don’t even think we are but are and we don’t even be and are but do also is to live from self respect. Going in passion how amazing  some do bother them our rest in peace moments. That we also are not what we do . Who we then are ? People simply don’t have maybe a chance to exist as they are from others at all , we must all the time do. We don’t rest in peace or we are dead. Others Allow a dead. We actually have not salvated our rest just our self respect from what we do. What we are is just fine also to our selfs if we did what we respected. Then we can rest also. We bye our rest. Life is not this hard as it sounds like. This is natural easy living. That all do. Human doing ego identities don’t suite everybody , they rather think after them self inside as egotism and selfs and has reality also of human doing but it’s processed consciously as embarrassing self that think impermanence of life and it’s activity isn’t free  of selfs permanent identifications. To handle self is impossible  in life from perfect point without illusions and incorrect self from point of self and outside inside and healthy living with healthy ego path without serious issues with others to grow and know do and experience is normally a terrible freedom conflict to run lifes from point of self without others judgements desires undesires and the issue with selfs existential life from purpose and it’s rare existence to interest to actually live a life joining or not illusions.