Horrible desire to horrible life and ugly and a horrible job

 Some parents demand a horrible life and horrible job and horribly ugly ascetic lifes as our selfs in our own life. All else is illusion if no body loves our selfs and accept and interview our selfs and we tune into jobs that suit our selfs. Even extra tic job for example editing cinema can in reality be as horrible job as many jobs. Reality of working can be horrible. It’s because nobody loves our selfs just abuse our powers and amazing selfs as trash to others egos. To seriously desire a horrible job and horrible life is not so much natural in youth people wanna good jobs and try something nice. Some ofcourse want much money and can do anything horrible also all day. To stupidly grow matured and accept horrible life ugly and horrible work as reality can be of course forced by elders who that way you allow. That in history was a form of love to people and young. All else is an illusion. Just take a friend that wish you well give you tolerable forms of love , maybe also love you on “ path” and Allow you , even worship your levels compared to some people just that you would succee , who has reality that others other ways succeed. Cause the parents often abandon young just to survive and that works in extacy if people enjoy if they from you some how benefit and not benefit also is in place. All young has physical level and brains and real reality and good selfs to some abilities.