Ready in youth to meet amazing being ?

We have to maybe have a phrase in  youth to look high and fan some people and are they any what we think don’t matter , what matters is our illusions about other persons as better than our self. Fanning people in teens is good for our selfs that we feel we have a right to exist as we are for some people exist even than them selfs and admire their work self. We dont know are they ok people or their private lifes. We hope they are ok people. Then we evolve our own self ready to meet others without admiring others ( but some selfs admire others also and  them self also in some way ) but communicating with some self esteen .  others are then trash to game away self esteen if they don’t mean good but mean to just abuse , envy etc . Our self barely is exhibition. Of our selfs but a straight back in life handlening life , self and others and enough big consciousness to contact others. Narcissism means we admired something as girls or boys and then bothered our selfs into some level we like. It might not succeed in life actually to exist for others if others are cruel and let nothing amazing to self exist as some disorder sinse they have many disorders. We don’t know a lot maybe if we are very much into social connection with people we don’t know , we want them to talk and tell things that give us information clarity and entertainment with others. Enough strong self can find selfs interests the same values and recover from abusive people with trust worthy persons at home.  

Teen age phrase someone is amazing self is normal that anybody become anybody. The issue is that after 18 people should not thst way have wound if they faned somebody . They should get over how embarrasing that then later was. And also not anymore that way TaKe seriously amazing self that it would cause psychological trauma if somebody is then amazing , that should not anymore that way interest our selfs as some illusions but we could luve from self esteen and respect and proud of our selfs. If anybody then still was totally amazing to our experience those might be some kind of benefits from others existance hopefully not harming anybody but ok trade.