Processing the experience of life the world and things

 Have you ever reflected on your life experience and as things “ flow” happen you might also know what’s going on and be aware if your self interests survival pressure pain relief and the issue with talking about everyday things only on the out side. If it ment something to you and then you got angry at Bala bla Bala with people do you know what it could be ? What you even meant originally ? Your self ? Did it work out ? Did others stop to serve your egotism ? Because maybe they should not ? What’s to serve also others egotism and life and communicate ? Is it only liberalism while conservatism choke to their self centrism and uninterest but to own self as lined to selfs interests ? Are young accidentally good and stupid ? Why would anybody but to serve own wallet . If it’s something to self that self speak about something that is interesting to self and hopefully to others is it stupid in life ? Does others have enjoy to never talk adult bullshit and smile how they talk only kids to you ? It’s not then but the entertainment people also. Why is your heart games out and mouth ? Why would anybody wanna explode their egotism today correct and hear they have honeys become now adults and that’s unfortunately to be uncabable being to talk with others from any heart cause it’s a stupid being in adults world who that do for free. You must something some get and get or you are a stupid being who don’t survive . To run own amazing styled life with own craze takes it that others are cabable being intellectually to understand what’s happening in reality while things happen a little outside as persons communicate about things. Where the bus is going ? What’s the deal ? I eat and sleep make some cash and talk everyday bullshit nothing is ofcourse happening i or non is going anywhere … is many persons. They are dangerous if you wanna drive your car somewhere tolerable in life. Others trap you deside for you and make your name value in the game and give you rights if they benefit and use to own interests and call it maturity or you are a stupid. These people don’t play the game from passion to live or to life or to experience live and learn love care take responsibility and to built things to function between people who has value that is not their busines. Even it’s same time true these others really do have in real reality definitions of your name and game also in co existence of life. To defeat a persons to positions and games they don’t belong into or wanna into or is not their soul interest or life running interests they simply use you. And it’s called uninterest to co operate with you so that it suited you and sometimes we can’t get rid of the abusers to our own life because some others deside everything for our self is actually disable positions sometimes sometimes not. Not all respect own powers in obsession and let these powers run own lifes . We need sometimes others to empower our selfs to put us in the feet and set us free. But people don’t do that cause what kind of feet they are ? Maybe somebody ate your feet ? Maybe they can put them back ?