Bad reality bad karma self

 We can have a bad situation and bad karma self in reality. We are no kids rights to be our self from some a sexuality self and small self , we can be bigger and gave obligation to serve , how ever from it not work out anything , all abuse anything we get and do , all is forbidden to do , we have no chance we are ill and unwell , non serve us a right anybody abuse , we dint kniw whats to abuse , all just from us TaKe , we have no abilities or beauty , Its all judged and we are treated insanely as somebody else . We have a bad karma reality within as even some types of real realities we cant escape into anything in life. We have barely any rights and others rule our ways and command it all. All is dark and all wanna kill all.  People sing  our songs and keep us silenced and unclear and as insane. Bad karma reality is very common from parents that dont at all care non cares all envy . If there is any chance for anything to do with love those forms are just judged and forced to love somebody maybe serve , love is just a journey to love one day that never come if come all from there go insane of hates why anybody is anything etc and execute who has anything for anybody as a threath . All demand forced like parents all to fascism and pain like pain is all we need. Be karma selfs create horror living together with commanded abused selfs to create even what suited others in powers. Creativity is for Kings in good karma world robbed from bad karma worlds rights even cause all worship rhe earthy ways as reality and dint hve level but to call eating and sleeping reality where a Person goes to places if crosses mind and reality allow , reality of untalented that envy talented and look for god from masters that others command in hate of their beithers and selfs being any naughty to others from impulses. What one can do is limited to go to a toilet and thank god somebody talented created such ever in history that anybody has anything that way one is not anybody at all if dont built and built to others in pain and struggle things a lot and even rhen rhe money is not yours to spend but everybodys money. Bad karma reality of wrong gods hates of thise who could have shared something valuable together made hate each other not to benefit on levels that are secred or get destroyed . Work day after other to others voices and choices as commanded as not a childs rights or faces is ordinary reality that a beacon of light must explode to forgivenes and choice Voice right rights new ways sights creativity feelings freedom from wrong commands and bright heads to work together with sexuality is only way to live without will to suicide .