Kill yiour self that way and grow up

 Some feel to grow is to be not for put self but for then somehow maybe in reality for family care daily at hone and then at work for example be for others somehow for miney for example teach others. That if EE FONT have a family then we must somehow os it to kill our selfs somehow , whats that ? Should one just sob and pray cause there is war in Ukraina and grown should already be faced that way with evil and death Its not anymore legal to be character Healthy narcissism with self as too self centered but time to give up self and be then who from self ? Not all have inner death and a new morning of to who consider if not self , that we have limited chance with our self unless we are cared then and allowed some more grown self . No not Many has somehow to consider outside self any chance there to be anything at all for our self . People have often fast drive things happen and growth happen by it self , all else must be somewhat them cared selfs to then outer commands which some experience . Some feel how ever all must inner self kill them selfs from fact of evil and fact of Its immatured to Enjoy and party our personality and self .  Some dont st all think so we must sob and cry cause there is evil . Some think we must be happy cause there is evil to avoid our self evil , from there to Enjoy just happy life our selfs have .